Homelessness


Due to poor mental health and abuse cycles, I often found myself moving from place to place and at the mercy of individuals who meant well but were ill-equipped to help. A couple of individuals who welcomed me in turned out to be judgmental and emotionally abusive. Homelessness was not only difficult emotionally, but physically I had to down-size or give away my belongings because I did not have a place to store them.

Working was difficult for me because of the PTSD interfered with my ability to function. I was always in need of necessities and often times, I was looked down upon. I would constantly move back with family because I was unable to support myself.
Homelessness contributed to my suicidal tendencies. I could not fix my mind, and I could not support myself due to emotional trauma. Additionally. the stress of trying to survive and being abused and mentally ill incapacitated me many times.

If you find yourself homeless, don't lose hope. Press forward and stay positive. I have not lost hope, and I believe my life will turn around.

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